bitch please, it get's me how no one gets me or gets to me and if you're shooting for the stars then just shoot me.

My grandpa on my dad's side of the family is in town and staying with us for 11 days, so that should be exciting. I don't think I have seen him for a couple of years, I can't hardly remember. My homework this week is to watch The Black Dhalia, Rumble Fish, and Double Indemnity along with two other movies of my choice. We're going to be making a film noir type film in my Cinematography class on 16mm film so we're supposed to study up on modern and classic movies of the genre. It should be fun. I can't decide what I'm more excited for; the fact that we're making a film noir movie or that we get to use real 16mm film! I'm such a noob. Someday (hopefully) this will seem silly because I'll be so use to working with film that the chance to work with it will be a daily occurrence. I hope I still get excited though..

Tomorrow I'm going to see a Roller derby. I've never been before but I hear it's quite the show. It seems like the sport has made a big comeback after the movie Whip It! came out, but it's cool. I haven't seen the movie myself, so if I like it I wont be one of those girls who says, "the movie inspired me." I hate people who are "inspired" by popular movies, it's like "yeah.. you and a thousand other girls, how original of you." Maybe I'm just in a bad mood and shouldn't be posting, that's probably the case more likely than not. All I know is that I'm mad at work because they are making me buy new expensive and ugly shoes that actually say "slip resistant" on them because they are corporate monsters and they wont let me wear my nosering. I want a new job. I'm calling in sick tomorrow.

I've been stalling but I think it's finally time to watch the final season of the L Word. I've had it downloaded for days, but I just hate to see things end. Maybe I'll start it tonight, I have nothing better to do and I'm not tired at all. That's a lie, I am kind of tired but I can stay up for another 45 minutes to watch the season premier at least.

Fuck Valentines Day. It's just another reminder that I'm not "girlfriend material."

Shoot Me Down - Lil' Wayne